Monday, September 15, 2008

enough of hiding

it's 3.18am in the morning and what am i doing creating a blog? apparently i'm way too idle for my own good and sleep doesn't seem to intrigue me any longer. i dont know how long this blog is gonna last, it may be just a phase. you know, nothing productive happens after 2am and what i'm doing now may not sound appealing anymore after a good night's rest. besides, i've had blogs before and their life span ranges between a good whole year and 2 days.. yes, 2 days. it was probably one of those emo nights when i chose not to confide in anyone but my computer and it proved to be therapy for my brain and emotions since the blog lasted only two days. see, whoever said blogging isn't an outlet for frustration and misery?

a new blog for a new chapter in life perhaps. leaving for good ol' bri-en in less than two weeks' time and maybe, this blog will be an outlet for me to vent any anger instead of throwing tantrums on my new-found family. besides, i'm predicting that most of the ranting and raving on this blog for the next year (if i do keep it THAT long) will be directed on black sheep of the new family. i'm already tabulating a list of names who'll most-likely or are even already confirmed a spot as one of those black sheep. but anyway, diary, wish me luck because as much as i'm ecstatic to leave malaysia, i'm expecting more company than Happiness, Bliss and Laughter. I hope uninvited guests Conflict, Drama and Backstabbing don't show up. Pray for me please..

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